I'm so sorry to hear of your heartbreaking loss. I learned, when my lovely mum died, that she was the centre of our family, the central pole holding it all up. We struggled a great deal under that canvas, but finally rearranged it all and took up new positions. I still miss her terribly 23 years later . I know I will be with her again, and also that you will hug your mum again one day. She will be just a fingertip away until then. God bless and keep you all, and let his face shine upon you. Jill