I'm sad to hear your beloved mam passed away Richard, leaving you and your family with a big wound. Loosing a mother will never be easy, no matter what age you are. I'm positive that in time the beautiful memories will feel stronger then the pain. But now you will probably feel a hole in your soul. Wishing you and your family warmth and strength in this difficult time, knowing that Margaret's spirit is back to the energy source of love. X